She's here...

Three days

My mother visited me the last three days. Reason for this is we gave her a birthday gift last year. She celebrated her 80st
birthday... We (two sisters and me) gave her a 'chequebook'. Every month she can decide what to do in one weekend.
the only thing certain is who is on duty, so once every two months: i am on..
it gives her the oppetunity to do something she really likes, without us discussing it or pretending not have the time for it.
Cashing in this cheque can mean anything: eat outdoors, visit a theater or film, or do a chore in/about the appartment.

So I had her here for three days over in my house: but it wasn't all that fun, she had dizzyspells up to 6 times in one day.
She had almost panicattacks: the combination of not being all alone for a few days, combined with the fact she was with me, in my house so far for my hometown etc. Lots of thoughts passed through her mind.. I felt burdened with this fact that she had to suffer en endure those attacks. i tried to stay calm: it wasn't easy. Still there were good moments as well:
walking in the forrest, talking and having breakfast again.