2004 what?
Still a few days to go, but i feel like sharing little thoughts..
It is a wonderjful year for me, in many ways. But still a bit strange as well.
Lost contact with two friends, their still on my mind, but there is no contact anymore. Probably because the value and interest is gone. The contact was declining anyway. This because i moved out of Amsterdam area into a different city, 40 kilometers away from 'the city'. The two guys i'am reffering to visited me (an my former bofriend) april 2003 for the weekend. And i haven't seen them since. Contact ranged between Hi and what are you up to? I valuated it to be a one way direction thing, going not my way..And becoming aware of it,
And to put it all in historical prespective; went on winterholiday to Zwitersland for a week, alone, my xboyfriend doesn't like cold and snow and getting wet. In the same week my cat died after taking care of it for 18 years (are you still there?) Felt bad because i wasn't there when it happened. Had some skintrouble (looking back on it, it could have been a reaction to the situation) the doctors couldn't find anything wrong, cost me still a little fortune just to find that out and a hospitalvisit as well.
Had a amazing summer with two holidaybreaks visiting three locations in Europe (spain greece and germany..)
Attended the Eurogames with my choir, preformed three times, and with great succes. Two months later broke up with my x
and when autumm set in, i witnessed it alone. (welcome to the real world...)My careerline dind't rise but bent a few times into a different direction.
We will have to see 2005 will bring (new education, different assets, new skills to employ? )
And now I'am decorating the artifical tree. With 200 red lights (o yes, one has to do his best in his free time...)
and only red tinzels and balls (sure , of glass ofcourse, what do you expect... ;)
And this is going on now for 17 years already. And believe it, my tree is letting go of its damm artifical needles too. But that makes it a bit more realistic...
To make sure 2004 ends well: my castironfireplace is being cemented to the already made chimney, and on friday a specialist will apply 'sputspachtel'
(i dont' know how to translate that: it's little bubbles in plaster, you can only paint, can't use wallpaper on that surface..)
It is a wonderjful year for me, in many ways. But still a bit strange as well.
Lost contact with two friends, their still on my mind, but there is no contact anymore. Probably because the value and interest is gone. The contact was declining anyway. This because i moved out of Amsterdam area into a different city, 40 kilometers away from 'the city'. The two guys i'am reffering to visited me (an my former bofriend) april 2003 for the weekend. And i haven't seen them since. Contact ranged between Hi and what are you up to? I valuated it to be a one way direction thing, going not my way..And becoming aware of it,
And to put it all in historical prespective; went on winterholiday to Zwitersland for a week, alone, my xboyfriend doesn't like cold and snow and getting wet. In the same week my cat died after taking care of it for 18 years (are you still there?) Felt bad because i wasn't there when it happened. Had some skintrouble (looking back on it, it could have been a reaction to the situation) the doctors couldn't find anything wrong, cost me still a little fortune just to find that out and a hospitalvisit as well.
Had a amazing summer with two holidaybreaks visiting three locations in Europe (spain greece and germany..)
Attended the Eurogames with my choir, preformed three times, and with great succes. Two months later broke up with my x
and when autumm set in, i witnessed it alone. (welcome to the real world...)My careerline dind't rise but bent a few times into a different direction.
We will have to see 2005 will bring (new education, different assets, new skills to employ? )
And now I'am decorating the artifical tree. With 200 red lights (o yes, one has to do his best in his free time...)
and only red tinzels and balls (sure , of glass ofcourse, what do you expect... ;)
And this is going on now for 17 years already. And believe it, my tree is letting go of its damm artifical needles too. But that makes it a bit more realistic...
To make sure 2004 ends well: my castironfireplace is being cemented to the already made chimney, and on friday a specialist will apply 'sputspachtel'
(i dont' know how to translate that: it's little bubbles in plaster, you can only paint, can't use wallpaper on that surface..)
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