disapointed..

Looks like Montreal is a place just a corner too far. J en S won't go, J finds it not apropiate to go, because of the workload that has to be finished, specific at that time. (nobody is allowed to take leaf in this period) S won't go at all, he has only two weaks holiday.
So i am left alone: with the choice what to do. Must say i am thinking along the line of live your life yourself, don' t make yourself dependable of any body else. Fact is, with them it would be much more fun. I would feel at ease and comfortable.
BUT if i go alone: new changes to meet people, and feel more freely to do what i want. Than again: maybe nobodty to share it all with, and that may soften,hollow the exeperience as well. So i wil think things over and see what side the balance will tip too.